Ghosts of Arco

(To be considered while listening to "Ghost of Arco" on Blue Nebula's second CD Sightings ) --------------------------------------------------------- A slow, white storm of crystals, fresh powder from the sky. ( raced in snow shoes, dragged each 's sleds, packed all the snow in the driveway to uncer tain forms.) ( made muffins, wrist deep in streusel, wondering if 'd done something wrong, if 'd overlooked an ingredient or stirred the batter too long.) ( broke in a new pair of slippers with negative space up and down the stairs.) Is this life? drank hot chocolate and smiled at each other through all the sweet impressions 'd been assured of by wise men. Jeff Boughner hops from shadow to shadow: hot lava in the sunlight, cool promise in the shade: ? child's play: to stab that lance of attention into the world however it lays .. ? .. ( got the car washed for the showmanship: brushes slapping black clods from the undercarriage, the thrill of it. What a blast! ) No spool rewinds, the tape rains down (why pause?) records to the floor in a brown and sure catastrophe chrysanthemum, a slender shush: some swampy splash of hips or something true like arch aeo logy trying its charms among braggarts everything in proper proportion: just "happy to be here, whatever bluster stands between .": the list of moments, every word the negative space of some burst of sadness the impressions shatter and rewrite. A ghost lingers off the tail of a powerful hook: Take a drink, take a drink, fall on the floor. Take a drink, take a drink, fall on the floor. There are no lies or compromises to the dark down here. Hear a voice echo from the ear -th, without sadness or knowing, sing, to the blue nebulas if must. (I) dream of blue nebulas as well. It's a knot at my heel, a sharp pain in my knee, a hunch in my neck. I grow old with this on this deer trail over sand dunes, the water looms (in the ear before the eye.) for the love of the fog and the sparrow, blue nebulas in infinite space (singsongstonobody) like insects dappling the water's surface, straddling their own reflections, nearly one with the dawn in some too far gone Summer.

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